The hardest part about getting motivated is knowing that in the end, it really does not matter. I'm sure there are good things that will come out of passing these classes and ultimately graduating from college and such... but in the big picture, it's not a big deal. It's so hard to be motivated.

Lord, I always need you, but I will really really need your help through these two days. I need to get alot acomplished. Please help me do what you desire for my life, but most importantly remind me constantly that is is not about me. I need to put my needs aside because I am not who matters. You matter and this life is for you. Please help me with stress and depression. Help me feel rested. Help.